Saturday 8 January 2011

an update on toyboy and solo fun!


toyboy is still around, still employing the mind games and if i don’t watch myself im still falling for them.
He’s dropped out of university, to “learn to be more independent and how to live on my own” by living full time at his mother’s house (answers on a postcard please, i cant figure that one out)
and is being passive aggressive towards me on social networking sites and via telephone. He accuses me of not talking to me enough, and when i text and chat to him he dosent reply. short of being on the phone 24/7 there’s precious little else i can do to contact him. When he contacts me its usually to threaten to kill himself as an act of attention ( which i absolutley detest) which he threatened to do again tonight.
other aspects of my life are not stable at the moment, he plays on that a lot. I would just egnore him but some things of mine are at his university flat and i want them back. (theyre not expensive or anything, but still!)
on a more positive note! i recently purcased an electro stimulation kit, and have a a nice session with it this afternoon. I would dearly love some more toys for it, but they are expensive. I partucuarly love the look of the dildo ( you can buy converters off of the manafacturers site, but the dildos are on my whishlists out of company loyalty and the hope that some kinky philanthropist might see ;) ) and theese gloves would be so much fun with a partner! obiously the pads are something to consider also.